Saturday Outing

Yesterday was the prayer day for "Master Tiger", Tim is down in KL, then Sam suggested to go for the prayer after we leave from the MATTA Fair, PWTC, Yes, I dunno what happen to the MATTA fair, I knew is this weekend, but when we went there yesterday, the noticed is next weekend. Sigh...Waste of our effort and times despite I am sick and drive under the hot sun. Then Sam, Edmund and myself went off to Petaling Street to wait for Tim after he signed his 1st S&P from OKL, Bravo to him... hehe, owning a new property in his young age. I had seen my favorite salty duck this time, and I highly recommend to this 2 folks, and we bought the half portion..I was so happy, as I tried this 4 yrs ago, just imagine, the food you tasted 4 yrs ago is melting in your mouth again.I just like the flavor, and it tasted better than the Overseas restaurant either. After lunch we walked over to 'Kuan ti Temple' for the prayer, it meant for 'Ta Siao Ren' as if you have someone you felt miserable and threaten in your lifestyle, you can just chase them away in this matter. Well, 4 of us have no one to 'step' and just pray for health, prosperity and of cause happiness as well as better career advancement.

Thinking Positively

There are 2 challenges which I face, Career and Relationship. I can't deny that I am not the worst nor the luckiest person on earth, at least I still have a job and family to care. What else can I demand, well, I am those guy who is very straight forward, and I knew what I want. Perhaps the good news will fall to me in my future career development. Whatever it takes, just turn the lemon into lemonade with our very best.

I met up with 2 respected couples yesterday, they gave me a very deep emotional advices and hope in our community lifestyle, who says PLU couple cannot stay long? In the same time, I knew we got to stand up and support for our very own niche community. I promised myself will go back to be part time volunteer for PT Foundation in my free time, if we do not help our community, WHO will?

In the same time, I had made a new friend last night, which introduced by Edmund. He is a mute, and he is a very cheerful guy and love colorful pictures, yet is a professional in photography, although he lost his abilities, but he always bring happiness to people surrounding him, we shall learn from him despite with all the abilities we have. Dun you?

Leave the past and Welcome the present,

As time past, this is already the 4th month I am single, and 5th months to my new job. I had gone through a very challenging period, and I hope this is the going to an end soon. The healing period is still taking part, as I knew I couldn't fall into another one in the moment, this experience rather help to define myself and I knew myself better. At least I knew what I want in my relationship, and committed is very important to me to my another half, I had learned the past, and I will benefit my future partner with all the good testimony, at least is good isn't it. Um, I did remember I was very tension till I told my mom that I may wants to return to her and stay with her in Penang, but all I knew is, the illustration, which stimulate my thoughts. WaiSoon is right that I am LONELY... Yes I admit, that I AM. This is human nature, who wants to stay and live alone, especially for me, I like friends and family around and everyone are celebrating with each accompany. Dun you think is good.

From today onwards, I have to really stand up and look forward after all the dramatic incidents 4 months ago. Bye bye my past...and welcome the color of life.

When I was having the arguments in the past relationship, I always wanted to be single, now the dream has come true, but I still not happy, something was wrong, and perhaps I will be able to fix it in the next one. To me, single only will make me go wild and comes with a meaningless ending. This is just not my cup of tea.

Back in Actions

It's very long since I abandoned this web, and indeed, I almost forgot I registered a blog here until Clayton sent me a message in FB, which was sometimes ago too, it shows how insensitive I am lately. A lots and lots of things happen to me in these 4 months. For me, it's rather a transition period for my age, and I am trying hard to cope with the changes, and trying not to lose myself, unfortunately I give up partially, and allow my mind to control me. This probably is the worst scenario for one individual who lose direction in his life, and turn into a walking zombie. I knew this not the right solution to allow the mind control ourselves, perhaps I am still learning to stand up as good as what I was 6 months ago.

Internet Retrieved

After waiting for several months, the streamyx is nicely fixed at my home, well, is time to keep the IZZI back to the empty box and start the new device. Life with internet really makes a different, however, still have no time to surf and enjoying it in the moment, as there are few tempting movies attracting me to the cinema. Yes, I just came back from watching 2 movies continuously (Star Trek & Mongul), where we change one hall to another in GSC Mid Valley, anyhow is a movie day, so paying the price per ticket in the weekend can make me 2 movies on Wednesday, is really hard to earn money from Penang people isn't it.. Hehe. Looking forward for another movies, PUSH and Angel & Demonds, maybe nect Wednesday.

On Budget!!!

Recession is coming...sounds a bit outdated if I voice it now, but is still early for Malaysia to say this, as the worst has not arrive yet. Gonna tighten the belt on shopping, food, traveling, daily expenses...but it ends up spending even more! My friend suggested there is one way to save money, but not sure if it works for everyone. Here is the way, once you received your payout, then you shall take the portion where you want to spend within the month and divid into the separated envelop for the respective expenses such as clubbing, shopping, food..etc, once you finished each of them, then you shall not take any extra cash for the particular expenses. But, it doesn't work for me, cause credit card will be my first choice, haha! One more advice from Warren Buffet, do not have debt with credit card, so remember for all the credit cards user!

Supertitious or Conincidence?

Should we believe in spirits? I'm not sure shall I believe it, but it had just happened to me and I was just recovered from a severe illness, a simple fever, yet cause me to look for 2 Drs and changed for a stronger antibiotic, yet, not really can recover till I got the 'fu shui' from my mom in Penang...
Sigh, are we too superstitious in certain way, it may but perhaps I am?

Do you believe in dreams? I dreamed a guy few times a night whenever I woke up middle of the night, and a shadow had been flashed through my vision and immediately I felt my body temperature rise!!! It's really weird, but I force myself to sleep as I do not believe it, until I really felt sick, and my mom went to seek for a master in Png, then I look for another Dr and I had my 'fu shui' from my mom within the same day all the way from the island. Still, my mom did not believe I am fully recovered, and adviced to visit another temple, so I was 'willingly' spend half day of my MC in the temple waiting for the master..until, I met the master, and had the ceremony...and what suprising me was the advice....! He told me that I had got the spirit one month ago, and you know what, he said the same things as the master in Penang told my mom few days ago. I was shocked...and still suspicious if I shall believe. I know I have to accept it in my heart as the possibility of coincidence is very low, indeed, is insignificant!

However, I am fully recovered, but still I have a bit of fobia in sleeping, so antihistamine is my temporary story teller.. But gonna get rid of it soon.

You can still laugh at me if I am supertitious..haha! :P